Time to change job?? Time to drive??

SIGH..........................................

Should I change job even though I love my job or
should I start driving even though I scare to drive or
should I take teksi?

Is it wrong without a car, will one die without having one?
Is it weird to scare driving even though most of everyone have a car?
Is it strange to look smart but one is not?

..........................................SIGH

I love my job but I am not smart enough to get everything done as wish.
I love my job but I am having transport problem, I hope to stop giving problems to my friends.

I hate to be a burden to others, but I am a burden.

Oh God, what should I do or not do?