Friday, September 18, 2009

2.0 You have your own room?

Be ware... 
Hope not to make you O_o again...
To some people will sure think...
IS WEIRD...
Hehe...^_^
Okok... from my last 1.0 Post...
I mentioned "Shared Room" right?
Hmm... If you know me... You might know my age too...
Do you?
Anyway, not young anymore...
Working mah... (though started for... Post 3.0 will reveal) 
Heee.... =D
okokokok... I remember... Back to main topic...
Shared Room... Oh yes... since I was young until now (guess my age) 
I do not own a room of my own...
O_o
sHoCkInG????
Is REAL...
I don't have a room for herself since young...
sob sob... Now... I think you should be GRATEFUL if you are having a room... for yourselves...
no matter the size... right?!
Well, don't worry... I'm not that pathetic... I'm actually... used to it...
Never have ONE room before sooooo not sure how sad it is to suddenly have to share room with others...
Just that thought of sharing this... Hehe...
Actually not many people would know about this I think...
Hmm... ya... really not many...
Unless someone asks or I suddenly talk about things about my house...
I still remembered People's reaction...
WHAT??
HUH??
OH NO??
& start helping me to think of ways that I can have a room for myself...
Hehe...
Ok... should tell you why I need to share room too??
Yes?
Ok la...
Is because I got big family mah...
means many family members...
It started with 7...
Dad, Mom, Brother x3, Sister & myself ... Yes... I am the youngest...
heee.... =D
My house is double stories, 3 rooms bedrooms upstairs... 1 store room downstair... 
(Half of the room used to be my sister & 3rd brother sleeping place)
Sooo when I was young, I slept on the floor with mattress...
A master bedroom (upstairs) with my Dad & Mom... If I remembered correctly... 
(most of the time, my brother... Mike [Oldest brother] will also sleep in the same room)
because that was the only room with Aircond lor... though he had his own room...
so was my 2nd brother... a room for himself... 
(since his room most smelly, very seldom will  any of us went in or slept there... last time that was...)
my dad also sometimes like to join me to sleep on the mattress... he said more comfy... hmm...
I think I was OK... (sometimes when it was Real HOT season... my brothers will also join in lor >_<
the floor will be crowded with or without mattresses...

More interestingly, usually friends who came to my house & to the room... can't find the aircond...
Kaakakakakaa...
They will look for it for some times or ask eh... got aircond meh?? where ah??
Can you guess??
heheheehe... maybe not...
The AIRCOND actually stayed at the bottom left corner of the room...
you must be HUH??
 Old design... easier to wash I think...
It was a really OLD type of aircond...
Big & Fat & Thick... hahaha...
Now I don't see it anywhere anymore...
& yes... the wall got a big hole... if you are asking...
then have to put simen... XD
& now also got a big piece of calendar covering the wall... the hole actually... kekeke...
Don't be confused... like I said I'm not saying I'm sad for not having my own room... or feel pathetic...
but well... over the years... things changed...
my family members now all sleeping different places also.... hahahaaha XD
(except my mom I guess, the queen of the house)
I find it funny as I'm stating it now...
 Let's see...
Master bedroom -> 
Mom (always sleeping on the Bed)
Me (used to: floor -> now: half of my mom's bed)
Sister (used to: downstair store room -> work: outside, rent room -> married: sister in law's house ->
now: together with husband, my niece & nephew... filled up the floor with 3 mattresses >_<)
.... due to some reasons ...
yes... they all staying with us now...
Mike (Oldest brother) ----> used to be own room (no aircond) & master bedroom floor... 
NOW: with wife, Puchong...
clap clap clap... hehe...
sooo my 3rd brother get a hold of that room (with aircond) after he left...
he used to sleep downstair store room, 2nd brother's room at the floor also I think... should be... hehe...
 2nd brother ---> used to be his smelly bed.... now: not sooo smelly bed (but still... no one likes to sleep there)
because sharing room with my dad... (who will cleaned his smelly room for him)
He decided to move out of the Master bedroom when that room added an aircond...
But well... He still preferred to sleep on the floor with mattress though...
Meaning now the store room is a real store room without anyone sleeping there,
it is really hot, stuffy & dusty lor...
Some friends suggested to make the store room half mine since no one occupy... 
but...
I'm too lazy to clean it up &...
I'm used to sharing room maybe... hahaha...
Oooo... I just realised... really... hmm...
I am the only sibling who don't have a room for self before...
& starting only during my College Time... I realised...
It is really not convenient to know have a room for myself...
I am always shifting... ... ...
One day could be 2-4/5 times...
haha...
shift what?
O.. shifting or hopping from 1 place to another... from Master Bedroom to Store Room (with desktop-used to used that) to Brother's Room or Living Room (where I am now)... 
The sequence could be different though =P
always kena shhhu... when the owner of the room demands it back lo...
what to do... life is hard isn't it...
thank GOD I'm used to it... heheheehe...
well... certainly, it is nice & convenient to have my own room if I have I believed...
nevermind lo... wait for the chance if there is... =) hehe...
well I guess the living room can be mine during the late nights...
however... I love to sleep... hehe...
wah... almost 2am... I need to zzZ already... hehe...
so... Goood Night....
to be continue... wait for Post 3.0... coming soon...
 

1.0 You not doing homework??

Hehe... I find it really funny... who?
My parents who are...
Yesterday I brought down my already ON laptop from upstairs 
(my shared room --> 2.0 Post will explain further) 
to the living room...
As I mentioned my laptop was on & guess what am I doing?
I clicked "space" to play...
Well, watching anime... hehe...
so obviously there are some Japanese characters saying something
-------> similar to toyota.. susuki.. hyundai.. kawaii.. gambatte.. 
(if you are limited understanding of Japanese words)
Kekeke...
As my dad was about to go to bed...
He suddenly asked me...
In CANTONESE...
Lei em hai joh gong foh ah?? Lei tai ga toon??
Direct Translation are: You not doing homework ah?? You watching CaRtOoN...??
I was like "duh" --->  ===____===''''
So I answered...
Ngor joh gen gong loh... Zhong sai joh mei gong foh meh...
Translation ----> I'm working lo... still need do homework wan meh...
Ahahahaha... my dad is funny... forever thinking if I open desktop or laptop means I need to do homework... XD
& guess what?
My mom actually did the same thing before I went downstairs with my laptop ""all the time""
Lei oi joh gong foh lok lao ha... Ngor dei oi fen gao joh...
translation goes to >>>>>>>>>>> If you want to do homework go downstairs to do, we all need to sleep dy...
(2.0 will explain why she said WE ALL need to sleep...)
Hahaahahaha... Both my parent same-same... I forgot to explain to my mom... XD 
I no longer need to do homework... 
I should tell them SooOOooooOOooooooOOooon... Heeeehehehe...
Need to remind them, I'm working already!!!!!
By the way, Sunday is my Mommy's birthday o... will celebrate together with some relatives & friends...
maybe 4 tables... O_o
Well not every year like this la... is some special birthday according to "Chinese Culture or something like that"
I can't remember what what what... ;-P
to be continue ..... next ..... go to .... version 2.0

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

... ... ... sad ... ... ... sad ... ... ...


Many friends are having a tough time,
sad news just fly over one after another...

Some of them are my close friends, some maybe not very but still my friends & people I would care about...
Hearing, reading about their sad stories make me really sad...

What make it worst is, I don't know what to do to help...

Just pray? That's all? hmm... I wish to do more but not sure how...
or do they really want my help? Some maybe yes, some maybe no...

Oh Lord, help... Help them & help me too... Forgive them & forgive me too...

People said I am always cheerful... well yes I am I guess...
but doesn't mean cheerful people cannot be sad...
just that I seldom express in front of people I guess...
Who would like to make other people sad just because we are not happy...
most sensible people won't
but in front of God, there is no hiding
or there is no need to think that we will make Him sad
Of cause He WILL cause He loves us sooooo very much...
is because He knows every details of our lives...
He knows our PAIN...
He knows our SADNESS...
He knows our THOUGHTS...
Our DEEPEST FEELINGS...
& He can HEAL when no one else can...
Would you wanna be heal?
Do I wanna be heal too?
Well, very much Yes... &
the wisdom to help others to see that God is truly our HELPER in times of need & in times of rejoicing,
He rejoice with us too...

Your GOD & my GOD is a personal, real, true GOD that is gracious & merciful...
Won't you take Him?
Won't you let Him be in control?


I pray that we all can experience Him in a real & personal way...

God loves you...
more than I can ever care for you, my friends...
I don't know how & what are the best ways...
but He definitely knows...

LET HIM BE THERE FOR YOU!

Friday, September 11, 2009

1 Cor chapter 2

1 And I, brethren, when I came to you, came not with excellency of speech or of wisdom, declaring unto you the testimony of God.
2 For I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified.
3 And I was with you in weakness, and in fear, and in much trembling.
4 And my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man's wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power:
5 That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God.

Paul being known as a confident man & very courageous said something like tat which all christians can identify themselves with:

"I was with you in weakness, and in fear, and in much trembling, my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man's wisdom,
but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power, your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God"

Sad to say, most christians always wait for the right moment or when we are very sure or when we are courageous to share the gospel or special occassions,
BUT look at what Paul said again. It is actually nothing wrong to be like him, he is also a human being like us after all who needs God's Spirit & Power to preach God's Word,
So can we rely on our own knowledge to do it?? to lead a group of people? to lead CG? to tell gospel whether to children, youth or adult?
The answer will be NO... not without God's Spirit & Power for apart from Him we can do nothing.

Just a simple yet challenging thought inspired from His Word... Hope to encourage you!